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Dec. 22nd, 2010 | 09:53 pm

Music The National, Frightened Rabbit, Miike Snow, Loney Dear, Butterfly Boucher, Robyn, P.J. Harvey, Sinead O'Connor, Tori Amos, 1980's punk bands, early Cat Stevens, Joni Mitchell, Marianne Faithfull, early Bowie, Krishna Das, Donna DeLory, Alanis Morissette, Sia, early Go-Go's, REM. The Cure, Joy Division, Echo and the Bunnymen, Moby, Nada Surf, Decemberists, Charlotte Gainsbourg, Cocteau Twins, Silversun Pickups, Annie Lennox, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Cramps, Chile Peppers, X, Iggy Pop and more!

Movies Fellini, especially JULIET OF THE SPIRITS. NIGHTS OF CABIRIA. HEDWIG. LA DOLCE VITA. PAN'S LABYRINTH. THE SPIRIT OF THE BEEHIVE. AMERICAN BEAUTY. THE SCIENCE OF SLEEP. WINGS OF DESIRE. THE DECLINE OF WESTERN CIVILIZATION. WILD AT HEART. MY LIFE IN PINK. THE DOUBLE LIFE OF VERONIQUE. THE MAGIC TOYSHOP. SPIRITED AWAY. HAROLD AND MAUDE. FAIRY TALE: A TRUE STORY. NARNIA. THE ORPHANAGE. BLUE VELVET. THE ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND. LORD OF THE RINGS MOVIES. AMELIE. GHOST WORLD. LOST IN TRANSLATION. Y TU MAMA TAMBIEN. MULHOLLAND DRIVE.

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Writer's Block: Book based

Apr. 27th, 2010 | 01:08 pm

Is there a book you really loved that was subsequently turned into a movie? Did it live up to your expectations? Why or why not?



Dracula by Bram Stoker and the 1994 version with Gary Oldman. Great!

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We who once were...

Nov. 19th, 2009 | 10:58 pm

Life is ... strange.





I'm happy that I'm finally doing the art thing...but something is still wrong. I can't put my finger on it. Maybe it's because I'm living at home instead of on my own. I think I was crazier when I lived alone but I was happier. Does that make any sense?




I love listening to Jena Malone. She puts in such a weird, awesome, not myself but really I am kind of mood.

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Jul. 6th, 2009 | 11:27 pm

 Help. Help please anyone. I'm so lost, I don't  even know. I can feel my soul...and I hate it. I hate that I let my life become this way. I get trampled on by everyone I know. Help please. 

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Space Pearls!

Jun. 29th, 2009 | 12:32 pm

My shop is finally open. I already sold an item and I'm so happy.

http://spacepearls.etsy.com




 
 

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Take life as it comes...we float.

Jun. 17th, 2009 | 01:53 pm

 I don't understand it. I'm trying trying trying my best to not think about having a cigarette...but it is not working. I've been a vegetarian for almost three years. I drink maybe once every three months. So, why does everyone pound on me for smoking? I need something. Something to keep me just a wee bit sane. I do yoga. Exercise regularly. All that jazz. The only person who gets it is my boyfriend. He understnads. Why can't anyone else? I just want to rip my hair out somedays and scream to them that I can't be perfect. I can't have a fancy medical job, go to school, be thin, keep my sanity without something. So please just


STOP
and let me be me. 



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Alice...

Jun. 9th, 2009 | 09:45 am

So, my beautiful sister just had her baby. It's a perfect little girl named Alison (Alice) Paige. When I got home from the hospital I nearly threw up because of all the butterflies I had all day. Other than that, the day was magical. We think she is going to have Eric's hair and eyes (both dark brown) but either way...she will be perfect. 


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Apr. 28th, 2009 | 05:50 pm

When you get out there and actually do it, it feels so... amazing. Run run run run your heart out.







 
 
 
Today I recieved Miss Block's new book Open Letter to Quiet Light. I will finish it tonight...always do. 

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Swim.

Apr. 27th, 2009 | 07:32 am

I love waking up to the rain and thunder. Hearing the droplets dance on my window is mesmerizing.  It just makes my Monday morning that much better. About to have some chamomile and rose petal herbal tea and do some calming yoga moves...my heart is beating too fast. 


Day 1 of my ABC (doubled) diet. Let's hope I can last. I believe in myself. 






 
 [edit] 
Fuck a duck. I took my car to get an oil change and ended up spending $350 on new brakes. Damn stealth. I've had just 1000 calories today and I think I can last throughout the night. I have a giant Diet Coke....so maybe. 


la la la lalalala I love the rain
 
 
 
 
 

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Rewind.

Apr. 26th, 2009 | 11:16 am

 Okay so after talking with my boyfriend about the 2-4-6-8 diet, I've decided that I'm going to first try the ABC diet...only doubled. That's still only 1000 for the highest days, which is a huge calorie cut for me. If I see no progress in, let's say, 2 weeks I'll go back to the 2-4-6-8 thing. I hope it works though. I just want to be perfect for him. 



On a side note, our 6 month anniversary was yesterday. It was a gorgeous day outside and we spent the day going to get flower tea, buy foreign films and veruca salt cds, and visit my sister and have lunch with her. I'm just so happy with him. I hope these feelings last forever. 

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