spacepearls (spacepearls) wrote,

Take life as it comes...we float.

 I don't understand it. I'm trying trying trying my best to not think about having a cigarette...but it is not working. I've been a vegetarian for almost three years. I drink maybe once every three months. So, why does everyone pound on me for smoking? I need something. Something to keep me just a wee bit sane. I do yoga. Exercise regularly. All that jazz. The only person who gets it is my boyfriend. He understnads. Why can't anyone else? I just want to rip my hair out somedays and scream to them that I can't be perfect. I can't have a fancy medical job, go to school, be thin, keep my sanity without something. So please just

and let me be me. 


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